A few evenings ago, I had a very sore stomach so I went to bed and used my techniques to work on it. I used my Connect, Calm and Balance technique which connects, calms and balances every major chakra/energy centre in my body. I repeated, many times, the technique on my Solar Plexus, the chakra associated with the stomach. The Connect, Calm and Balance is a powerful technique that usually lessens, at the very least, any pain. But not this time.
I did my Full Calm technique that brings calm to each major chakra to increase the calm in my entire system, again with emphasis on the Solar Plexus. The pain in my stomach was still there.
Through my Axis Mundi (the vertical line that connects us with the world around us and with our self), I ran energy from the top of my head and from the bottom of my feet into my Solar Plexus to nurture it. Just a wee bit of change resulted in my stomach.
This time, I decided to use a different tactic: I dialogued with my Solar Plexus and opened my heart wide to communicate with love. I began by telling it I love it and am grateful for all it does for me, then I asked it why it was in pain and whether I could do anything for it. The words “Believe in me” were echoed back. “I believe in you. I know you can do anything. I believe in you,” I reassured it.
When the Solar Plexus is healthy and strong:
- we accomplish our goals
- we are in charge of our life
- we know who we are in this universe
But stress disorders, digestive problems, tension and addictions are symptoms of dysfunction in our Solar Plexus which affects:
- our sense of power
- our ego identity
- our control
- our self-esteem
I remembered all the work I had done on my Solar Plexus in the last few years. Anxiety and depression had both hit me hard in the gut, in the Solar Plexus, and I had focused on a lot of healing in that area. I had come a long, long way – I hadn’t experienced depression or any of its symptoms in many months and little anxiety – but a few stragglers had reared their ugly heads as though to taunt me.
I recalled that, the week before, my husband and I had an argument about my desire to focus on my joy, this healing work. Even though my knowledge and my skills have grown over the years, it’s been a challenge for me to take the leap and focus on making this business work. I accused my husband of not believing in me and in my ability to get this business off the ground. I realized that I was the one who needed to believe in myself.
That week in my communications work, I had struggled to keep my ego and my pride in check when they surfaced unexpectedly. Ego. Pride. Low self-esteem.
A voice spoke again in my mind, “It’s time to let them go.” Okay, let’s do this.
The large area of pain in my stomach suddenly shrank in size but only until all the pain was compressed into a small dot in the middle of my Solar Plexus. (Refer to diagram of the Solar Plexus, which is associated with the yellow light frequency.)
Directions from my Inner Voice: Let go of your ego, pride and insecurity. Let them get sucked into the middle of your Solar Plexus. Watch them as they are crushed and destroyed, as they are transformed.
I watched as more black debris got sucked into the tiny black dot in the middle of my Solar Plexus (which has a funnel shape), in the middle of my body. I consciously let it all go. The black dot pressed even more heavily into my body.
Then, black debris swirled around the dot in the middle of my body, and began to be ejected as bright gold particles from my Solar Plexus in back of my body. I watched in amazement as more and more bright gold particles exited from my back – the new life and strength generated by the destruction of my ego, pride and insecurity.
More amazing still, as the stream of gold particles were ejected, the heaviness of the tiny black hole in my gut slowly decreased. After hours of discomfort, the soreness in my stomach finally disappeared. I felt incredibly light and whole.
I’ve named that technique Black Hole Death and Life in a Chakra and have added it to my arsenal of healing tools.
The next morning, the card I pulled from my deck said “Leap of Faith – Believe in yourself! – Do what brings you joy.” It doesn’t get any clearer than that.